" just livin my life"

this was a pretty great weekend. i had my life camp all weekend.

one of my friends from middle school came along. i havent seen her in forever!
man, we were best friends and we clicked instantly this weekend.

when i started dating my last loser jerk boyfriend he kinda isolated me from alot of people. and in the end we lost touch.

i got a change to share jesus in different way. i got a chance for her to see the change in me. instead of giving her lecture about jesus i was able to let my actions show him. and eventually in barnes and noble really talk to her. and show her how jesus saved me. saved me from stupid mistakes. saved me from my stupid boyfriend.
that because of him im happy and even though i dont have things figured out and i mess up, god keeps loving me. and hes showing me who i really am.

you know things really suck sometimes. but i reaaaaally believe that some people just have to work harder. that god knew that there were people who were going to struggle more with different temptations and pressures. sometimes i get "in it". but god is standing strong with me. my mom knows i struggle quite a bit and she knew i loved our grandfather clock that always chimes. so she always tells whenever i hear it that i need to remb god is here, god loves me, and my parents love me. know i like sitting in the living room because i love hearing the clock even more.


my loser ex boyfriend tried to call me all weekend. my theory is that it was the devil trying to distract me from what god was showing me. i didnt answer :]]]]]
be proud!