today was a hard day.
i got to sleep in alittle and was up on time and had my shower and fixed my hair ext ext.
but i had clean close upstairs so i ran upstairs in a towel and discovered that someone in the family had dumped my clothes out on the floor so that they could use that basket (that person has to come clean of course). and THEN i see that my dog has gatten into trash and there is now rice all over my clean clothes!! so im basically furious in the kitchen naked in a towel. So then my youngest sister, the youngest, has lately been hitting that age of randomly angry, randomly really "snotty". So she comes down is saying something and honestly i dont even remb what she said but i do remb it just made the whole thing worse. so i find something somewhat decent and im ready for church.

incase you didnt know im a small grouper for 17 sixth grade girls. and i love them to death. they make me laugh so hard. but i annouced at the camp coming up that there were no cell phones. and one girl cried! and another was extremely disrespectful to me.
i felt so awful here i am trying to do the right thing for THEM and there either crying or mad at me. so by the time i got to my nanas i went to bathroom and just cried.

but tonight my mom took us all out to eat. and i got a chance to talk to my mom about the whole thing at church and she had some good advice for me. then the little girl who was rude called me and said she was sorry and was so sincere about it to. and then i stopped by the house of the people i babysit i got a chance to see the whole family. there mother is someone i love so dearly and look up to and was so kind and remb i had the SAT and all her kids wanted to talk to me at the same time and show me some of the crafts they had made.

Gods popped up. he reminded me that he was there and i wasnt alone. He will take care of everything. i love him dearly.